Hee. Mann my shoulders are aching badly due to the BIIIIG Dino costume thing. rargh pain pain. but kinda of worth it :)
yay maybe i'm gonna be a zoo ambassodor with ying jie and elicia. cool right? haha
sian i'm trying to refine OP script but ive got too many distractions haha :)
kay that's all till my life gets as excited as this weekend :D
take care everyone!

Hello
Let me tell you about my life!
Friday
WR LIBERATION DAY! WOOHOO
we handed up wr! like finally, we even took pictures (:
although we can finalyl not touch it, i feel kinda of empty now. LOL
i guess i'll miss working with DH012! so must treasure times doing OP! ((:
yay DH012 ftw!
Aft handing up, went to eat class lunch. 10 people went :) Quite successful larh. Astons at Katong!
Yay nice nice but i think they gave v little potato salad that day :(
Then then we ALL went Der Hui's hse to play. Was kinda of split up into the Rock Band grp and mahjong grp. Was playing rock band all the while though. I like the drums best! But i like to sing 'The Best Day Ever' with May Ping and Terence! haha
Thanks to Der Hui for being such a nice host with a high level of tolerance lol! :D

Saturday
I looked like this

Haha yea. But I was in pasir ris library :)
Had thoguhts when i was DINO,was emo-ing inside, like really emo.
The cool thing is nobody knows youre emo-ing, cos you look so cheery and happy no matter what. Even if you cry inside, nobody can hear you. Kids and maybe even adults come to hug you. okay sidetrack abit, i ganna hugged by this teenage guy and this ahpei hahaha was kinda of tramautised but was fine :)
Was nice getting hugs and hugging, high5-ing. Fun fun but really sweaty inside. Thinking of it was kinda of gross, cos we kinda of soaked ourselves with each other's sweat :x
haha made new friends cool cool :)
actually, i was the oldest but i think i looked the youngest haha.

Sunday
PW! at lineatte's hse.
I was late for the first time :p but was the latest, sorry cos raining ><
was kinda of crazy and sian. we were really restless haha but enjoyable larh :D
YAY!
Now must look through my script again to try memorise.

Anw i got into WEP with Ying Jie. YAY tourism ftw!
That's all! Jiayou everyone for everything!
:D

MAYPING
haha maypi(n)g wanted me to blog abt her. lol
anyways i am bored now. i have 882 words on my script pro pro!
oh i wanted to blog about how I was crying in Subway. LOL
Zhenzhou too lol. Lucky someone got same reaction with me!
Surprisingly lineatte and mayping can't feel anything. UNFAIR!
haha cos i think they were cutting onions or something. ohmann i really cried for nothing!
My eyes hurt alot then, now super tired ._.
Mann i should be sleeping! :D
Goodnight then everyone!
Jiayou everyone, the end is near! :)

Hello! :)
Yea today's pw again haha but we're kinda of at the fun part cos we're preparing for presentation :)
Was at subway the whole time, we were quite slack today but it was enjoyable cos we tried to disturb ppl from other groups lol. Yay settled on allocation of slides, thus doing them now :)
oh mann i hope i can do stretch (its exciting!) haha

Yesterday was spent spending somehow kinda of quiet quality time with nicole and the woman ooh with yuesing too. They emo-ed, i comforted, more like trying to comfort. I've gone through such stuff before, without seeing the light, but the key is really to get back up soon and carry on. I know its sounds super duper easy but really getting back up can be painful. But i believe with your determination and optimism, you can pull through :) So you've gotta jiayou cos many wonderful things are awaiting you!
I got back my report book, was feeling "no comments" about my results. Ms Tan told me that i can do better... Hmm everyone has been telling me i can do better. From primary one till now, the advice from my teachers are "you can definitely do better","i know you have the potential so you should strive for better results" or something like that. Whether explicit or implicit, they all mean the same. Even my parents tell me that all the time... Am i really not working hard enough to reach my potential? If every educator and my parents say that, I suppose its true bah. I admit I'm lazy at times, giving up on small things easily. But I think I improved this year, during sec3 and sec4 I can really go into a test without fully understanding most concepts but now, I try my best to at least do my tutorials and understand concepts, maybe that's why I'm not exactly dying. I really hope to improve on this and strive for As next year. :)

Oh we have class cip plan le. YAY. let's hope its a success :)

That's all :) I have to go do work le!

Just finished the annex for wr, sent to zz le.
Hmm pw is my life now, kinda of very sad hurr.
Anyway i have this 感悟 and i feel pissed.
i think its kinda of personal so not putting it up here.
But have you ever felt so pissed because people expect so much from you when they don't exactly care? They freaking have double standards and they are so lenient on themselves.
I don't blame anyone or complain just because its a lot of work, its because i don't feel that you are also putting in effort, maybe not even as much as people not even involved. I don't mind doing more, but i hope to see your effort too.

So yup, you're not suppose to understand the situation, but i think most of you can relate to this idea? (btw its not about parents kind)

Anyway, i signed up for story and craft sessions with Charmaine le :)
Yay i think fol-ing is my kind of therapy, makes me really happy, although its tiring, but wothwhile :D

I hope i get selected for WEP too :) Tourism yay
Hmm should i really sign up as OGL?
Decisions!

Got to go soon :D

After promos le ! :D
Welcome to the world of PW!
I have never been so committed to a subject in my life leh! EOM, WR and everything requires a lot of time and it really helps to have a accommodating group but we have to be more efficient and strict with ourselves. :D had a really looooong consultation with wu laoshi on wr and clarified many
doubts and organised our aims objectives lessons learnt and whatnots properly le (after much thinking though) we were really brain dead and wu laoshi was trying her best to be animated to help us lol. Thanks wu laoshi i think you really helped us think alot! :D
Anyway, was super tired so decided to give Drakon slumber party a miss :(

Saturday was fun :D
I loving fol-ing :D Although its something like free labour, i really think its the skills and knowledge that i acquire that really matter ! :)
What the library staff/officers have taught me is much more than what i give them. So i actually gain much more than what i give, that is why i try to go fol-ing as often as possible to give back.
Sat's fol session wass kinda of different from normal ones where i just usher and do registration. I actually felt like some intern and some people asked me if i am a full time staff at NLB ._.
I tried out alot of new tasks. Morning was some "i speak to the trees" talk. Its by this high ranking investment executive who writes poems about nature. I think she's really talented and some other guests from Nature Society, Nparks and a biologists were there to give her comments and discuss. First time attending this kind of talk, its really cool, since i take lit and can gain more insight on the imagery and stuff :) So i helped to welcome guest, do registration, give out feedback forms, present token of appreciation to guests (v scary), do q &a session etc. Very fun, very cool, new experience learnt also
Next was English Literature "The Haunting", cool too. I helped registration and give out water , became receptionist for a while, then they left for a trail. So the staff left me alone in the room to type some breakfast club supper club thing. Then i had to welcome the SPI guys and help them set up (on my own!) and chatted with them. They guy was like "are you a full time staff?" I was like " erm no... just a volunteer", then he said" oh cos you look v young" -.- i think i really look like sec2 how? must be more matured lol. Then got this weird uncle thought got dinner then he come, then i told him dinner's not provided, then he left 0.o lol Some people really come to events for the food! Anyway then continued typing the breafast supper club thing, then went back to listen to ghost stories then helped take group photo and went home. :)
I realised something abt SPI, I always thought they believed in ghosts and try to prove. But after their presentation then i realised that they actually use science to write reports on why people may feel that there are ghost around. Big misconception about them. lol

Today was just tuition and church. Praise and worship was really good today. Totally sang my heart out for the Lord, good feeling! I seriously must thank the Lord for being able to promote and even try to apply for H3.

I am filling up the application form for H3 CLL (What am i doing to my life?!) Blame it on CLEP :x i want to continue CLEP but dun want take H3 how? :(
I think i want to try other H3s too! Biiiig DREAM! But i'll try my best to achieve so that i will not regret! Must live life to the fullest when I can. I must do well now so I can acquire more skills to help more people in the future. I have to jiayou and work hard so I will not be a burden to society. I really want to help people live a better life, so i must jiayou now.
I suddenly thought of my ambition...
Its to be a speech therapist! (but i don't know a levels can take degree anot 0.o) We'll see how it goes! For now, jiayou!

I want to thank you everyone of my friends (5C21, Nicole lee, Puimun etc) for supporting me throughout the promos period, tolerating my ranting and "i am "freaking" scared", "i think i'm gonna retain" etc... I may have unknowningly hurt some of you, so please forgive me if i did. I really do not have the intention of hurting or insulting anyone. So if you think i insulted you, I am really sorry.

On a happier note, a BIG THANK YOU once again.
You all must jiayou too! I'll support all of you!

Goodnight! :D