Wednesday, May 26, 2010, 9:35 AM
wahahaha i'm here again!
GP's over now its cll!
《茶馆》+ 《药》
at least i finished PQ hehehe.
come on lets jiayou! :D
Tuesday, May 25, 2010, 7:38 AM
hello!
trying to gain info for GP tmr haha :D
today's cll lesson was T.T , but at least now i know how much i have to catch up and understand and link then draw a big big mindmap then stuy it really hard then get A (i hope :p) :D somehow i sense enjoyment throughout the lesson from everyone else =.=
yay today huang laoshi was nice enough to cancel h3 :D for us to rest and revise GP!
but i went bedok library instead. Found out that newsweek is sooooo much better than times hahaha. i'm gonna constantly read newsweek yay bedok library is cool!:D
okay time to unpack terms and prepare for GP by sleeping. Whee~ looking forward to CLEP camp and class CIP (not really on the tedious planning though) ahaha.
take care and jaiyou everyone!
I <3 you!
Love,
Christine(:
Friday, May 21, 2010, 7:17 AM
读者们你们好!
以下也就是心理的一些感触,并非正确的人生观点,但是我个人认为因该正确的观点。
我们作为宇宙上的人类,到底意义何在呢? 有些人认为我们的使命非常伟大,是为了彼此帮助,为世界社会的发展作出重要的贡献。有些人也认为,我们处在宇宙上,是因为我们是高智慧的动物,所以我们必须负责管理与规划宇宙上千千万万的动植物。
但您是否想过,无论上帝的目的是什么,人类的野心,人类的丑恶,都在慢慢地把地球毁灭,慢慢地破坏自己与千千万万动植物的家。说我们对世界发展作出巨大的贡献,不如说我们对地球作出了不可挽救的迫害,作出巨大的摧毁。论发展而言,我们人类真的发展了吗?或许在以发展国家的我们,认为生活安定,不再为吃喝愁,人类有了发展。但你是否想过,我们的“无忧无虑”的生活,代价却落在发展中国家的人民。我们或许看不见,或不愿关注,但事实摆在眼前,他们的痛苦可说是我们所谓“富有”人所害。所以我认为世界并没有进步,而是我们把大多的支援局限于一小撮人,让这些人过着安定的生活。但世界的大部分人,就为这些人牺牲。命运是不公平的,但这就表示我们应该任命?
总的来说,人类所谓的“发展”的弊多于利, 而这“发展”并非全人类的发展,而是把支援局悬在一小撮人,“蒙骗”大家,社会进步了。。。
最近都在做作业,准备测验,生活乏味,心情低落,但又能怎样呢?继续加油吧!
<3 爱
陈嘉慧
Sunday, May 16, 2010, 8:36 AM
yay time for a quick update!
trying to study maths now!
this week was quite okay except that i flunked the songci/xinshi test cos i was too dumb to think that 豪放will come out and didnt analyse the difference btw *** & **** :(
but lucky i kinda of studied everything, though not in minute details. Hope to redeem myself duing guwen nxt week. However, nxt week is a busy week. monday maths test, tue econs test, wed guwen test, thur gp consultation.
haiyo i know i shouldnt be complaining because A levels are speeding towards my way!
oh we celebrated our class twins birthday on fri! haha not really twin lah but they v cute! Happy Birthday May Ping and Brigitte once again. Very nice and fun to have you two in our class, bringing joy and laughter! Love the both of you! :D
hmm ohya i'm a 小组组长 in 语特写作营 2010 :D 更去年一样!I kinda of looking forward to it. Probably doing more fol too to destress and not be a kuku cooped up at home being unproductive. I need to improve my productive capacity by increasing morale :D Hopefully i'll be able to strike a balance between work and play :)
But i heard we're having 3h lectures during june :0 sounds super scary cos GP lecture 3 periods already v hard to tahan hurh. but for the future and my dream course in uni, JIAYOU!
Talked to nat in the morning, sad that i feel so far away from her :( probably catching up at the end of this year. Somehow we seem to be from diff worlds, like from schs of different culture, diff background, but the lessons learnt in life and some opinions are so similar :) I realised talking to friends from previous classes allows you to see how the world/yourself/your friends have changed. for the better or worse? no ruler to measure, it just happens. I remembered talking to Prida on 158 one morn, realiased we've almost lost connnection. Actually i think i've lost much connection to golien other than for nat (but we were not even close in golien) and maybe Nicholas (cos of tuition, but still not very close in golien too). Ohwells, i dunno why, maybe its because of some ugly truths i've seen that i dont really miss the connection. (kay i think i'm slow, many many ppl told me they found out while we're still in golien, maybe i was in a daze?)
I've learnt to appreciate cupcakes21 and learnt to let go. If you know its gonna hurt you, then let go of it, lest it really deals a big blow to you. 早知今日,何必当初?, so apt right? haha.
oh yarh i need to say something. My toe really hurts :( some ppl dont believe me rarrh, so sad :(
i've been thinking alot, abt ppl's behaviours and stuff. Found out that ppl sway so easily, principles are no longer important in today's society. Many go by the "its okay to cheat/do immoral things, just dont get caught", I think that its a wrong principle lorh. If you've trained yourself to ignore you conscience, perhaps youre no longer human. If you've trained yourself to the point where negative consequences of your actions on other ppl are okay, perhaps you've already lost the sense of humanity in you. To err is human, but when you do wrong and jolly well know that its wrong, but refuse to correct it, or even continue, i feel sad for you. I cry for your soul to be saved.hmm, but these ppl really do exist in the world, maybe thats why God's second coming is nearing....
I think God has been guiding me in my path to achieving forgiveness, hmm thank you Lord :D
okay i shall go study circles and how they meet the bisector to give an imaginary number. How interesting!
Take care and jaiyou everyone!
Love,
Christine (:
Sunday, May 9, 2010, 9:46 AM
Hello!
I'm super duper whoooper sian now cos i'm supposed to write my cll essay :(
like cant start leh :(
okay i shall share some of my thoguhts here and hopefully/ miraculously gain some idea on how to start hehe.
these few days quite sian, nothing interesting, other than panicking for tests while seeing your classmates literally sleeping while you are so freaking scared that you'll fail, they are sleeping and you jolly well know that they'll get at least an A for the test. Hmm am i dumb or are they just more prepared (aka closet muggers :x)
though to ponder upon.
anyway today Pastor Colin talked about divorce. I totally understand the sermon and i actually agree with his pov. God hates "putting away" which is to neglect your wife but not giving her a bill of divorcement, which means she is still legally bound to you, but you do not provide for her. Extreme cruelty! By divorcing, at least you allow her to live independently or find her happiness with another man without being accused of adultery.
Hmm i suddenly thought of our PW. We totally didnt think of/ develop this point. haha i think quite gd. As in we thought of the idea of abuse, but still...
Sian i am super sian. okay back to essay! :D
meanwhile jiayou everyone, stop falling sick and drink more water and sleep mroe (while you can), be nice to ppl arnd you and you'll get the same treatment.
oh i saw this book at popular, thought it was sooo true
《计较是贫穷的开始》
Its so true, the moment you pick on nitty gritty things, other will do the same to you. Then it becomes a vicous cycle, where you'll lose more than you gain because some gains may be implicit, but ultimately more valuable than the practical/explicit gains :D
kay take care everyone. time to chiong :D
Love,
Christine(:
Saturday, May 8, 2010, 8:13 AM
yo!
i thought of something today!
You do not pray for luck, you pray for the Lord to give you wisdom and guide you along to success!
Sunday, May 2, 2010, 7:26 AM
HELLO!
I know there has been a lag of post! :p sorry sia!
I know busy is an excuse, so I shall say I am lazy haha.
Aft a series of events, I have thought through a lot, though not intentionally, the thoughts just formed themselves up in my head. So perhaps I’ll share it here.
- The individual who gets a good grade/ gets an award may not always be the most hardworking nor capable one. It’s just that the particular individual had the opportunity to showcase and develop his/her talents. Therefore, opportunity really does affect your quality of life.
- (thought of this on the bus) When you were an infant, parents show their love for you unashamed i.e. kisses the infants head every 5 secs, making funny faces just to make the baby smile. Then as you grow up a little, it is as if parents find you a bore i.e. tells you to keep quiet and stop fidgeting every 5 secs. But, when you finally step into your teenage years, you jolly well know that when you cry, your parents are crying in their hearts too, there’s a burning desire to ask if you’re okay, ask if they would be of help to you, but they cannot bring themselves to ask you why
o To be honest, I really saw the 1st 2 scenes simultaneously on the bus, the last one is one that I thought of immediately, aft seeing the difference between the 1st 2 cases
- In order for God to help you, you really first need to believe in yourself and give it your best
- Challenges are a test of your ability, not a showcase of your disability
Wahahaha. I think that these thoughts are really true in real life! So may seem cliché but I really see them manifest in real life, like in my life!
School has been possible only because 21 girls have been making my day by having coincidental cravings for dewberry, chocolate… Being around you all really made school less tough and more enjoyable! Hope we’ll still keep in touch 10 years later… or even for life!
Actually come to think of it, its so amazing how we’re so happy as a group of 9 individuals. I seriously think that each of our characters is unique, but we click so well! Thanks for being so supportive and taking loads of initiative for any mini celebrations/ preparation for birthday! I know actually I’m quite slack one :p Lets hope we continue to stay cool, stay together and fight A levels together yay!
Wed had dinner at V8 café to thank 吴老师for all her hardwork, and also to celebrate her birthday. It was quite enjoyable, laughed a lot a lot. Ms Tan was there too! I think our teachers rock cos they really talk to us as friends, as in you don’t feel inferior talking to them. Had a really happy time, glad to see that everyone, 吴老师 and the entire class has gotten over the depression period aft pw results. Although we’re unable to change the outcome, at least a positive attitude will lead us to greater heights during the final A levels. :D Oh ya, in the end the teachers treated us =.= so paiseh leh, but they said it was for a good cause since it’s going to finance class cip! Hmm I really hope we can implement the cip!
Back to more serious stuff, I think I need to learn to forgive and forget more easily. Its hard to irritate me thoroughly, but when you really do, its very very hard for me to forgive you. Perhaps I need to really start to 看开一点 and start forgiving and forgetting. Hope the Lord can help me on this. I shall pray for forgiveness and the power t o forgive (:
Hee, I think that’s abt all! Tmr gg to study with May Ping! Hope that it’ll be productive! Got 4 econs part a essays to do! Hmm jiayou everyone for everything!
Ooh and Zul I know you’re trying really hard now! Just tahan a while more only! Cheer up kay, don’t be so pessimistic liao! I support you all the way! Hope you get out of NS soon! Hope to see you and hear good news during FOL party! :D Take care!
Wishing everyone success/ to be in the mood of mugging( I think v impt)/health and everything you need!
Love,
Christine (: