Sunday, May 16, 2010, 8:36 AM
yay time for a quick update!
trying to study maths now!
this week was quite okay except that i flunked the songci/xinshi test cos i was too dumb to think that 豪放will come out and didnt analyse the difference btw *** & **** :(
but lucky i kinda of studied everything, though not in minute details. Hope to redeem myself duing guwen nxt week. However, nxt week is a busy week. monday maths test, tue econs test, wed guwen test, thur gp consultation.
haiyo i know i shouldnt be complaining because A levels are speeding towards my way!
oh we celebrated our class twins birthday on fri! haha not really twin lah but they v cute! Happy Birthday May Ping and Brigitte once again. Very nice and fun to have you two in our class, bringing joy and laughter! Love the both of you! :D
hmm ohya i'm a 小组组长 in 语特写作营 2010 :D 更去年一样!I kinda of looking forward to it. Probably doing more fol too to destress and not be a kuku cooped up at home being unproductive. I need to improve my productive capacity by increasing morale :D Hopefully i'll be able to strike a balance between work and play :)
But i heard we're having 3h lectures during june :0 sounds super scary cos GP lecture 3 periods already v hard to tahan hurh. but for the future and my dream course in uni, JIAYOU!
Talked to nat in the morning, sad that i feel so far away from her :( probably catching up at the end of this year. Somehow we seem to be from diff worlds, like from schs of different culture, diff background, but the lessons learnt in life and some opinions are so similar :) I realised talking to friends from previous classes allows you to see how the world/yourself/your friends have changed. for the better or worse? no ruler to measure, it just happens. I remembered talking to Prida on 158 one morn, realiased we've almost lost connnection. Actually i think i've lost much connection to golien other than for nat (but we were not even close in golien) and maybe Nicholas (cos of tuition, but still not very close in golien too). Ohwells, i dunno why, maybe its because of some ugly truths i've seen that i dont really miss the connection. (kay i think i'm slow, many many ppl told me they found out while we're still in golien, maybe i was in a daze?)
I've learnt to appreciate cupcakes21 and learnt to let go. If you know its gonna hurt you, then let go of it, lest it really deals a big blow to you. 早知今日,何必当初?, so apt right? haha.
oh yarh i need to say something. My toe really hurts :( some ppl dont believe me rarrh, so sad :(
i've been thinking alot, abt ppl's behaviours and stuff. Found out that ppl sway so easily, principles are no longer important in today's society. Many go by the "its okay to cheat/do immoral things, just dont get caught", I think that its a wrong principle lorh. If you've trained yourself to ignore you conscience, perhaps youre no longer human. If you've trained yourself to the point where negative consequences of your actions on other ppl are okay, perhaps you've already lost the sense of humanity in you. To err is human, but when you do wrong and jolly well know that its wrong, but refuse to correct it, or even continue, i feel sad for you. I cry for your soul to be saved.hmm, but these ppl really do exist in the world, maybe thats why God's second coming is nearing....
I think God has been guiding me in my path to achieving forgiveness, hmm thank you Lord :D
okay i shall go study circles and how they meet the bisector to give an imaginary number. How interesting!
Take care and jaiyou everyone!
Love,
Christine (: